I don’t want sex, I want the things that lead up to it. The slow kissing then the passionate kissing, then the pulling closer, the neck kisses, the grabbing, biting, heavy breathing, grinding, the pauses while you catch your breath, feeling each other. Oh my.
So I leave for China tomorrow. What are the fucking chances that I finally find someone I want to have a relationship with and someone that seems into me. I mean are you fucking serious? My luck and timing summed up. God I hope you’re still here for me when I get back. Life isn’t fair.